Here I am to write you the umpteenth letter.
All this time I did nothing but think of you.
Everyone told me to let you lose, that you were just making fun of me, but I did not listen to anyone, I did everything on my own mind and I went against everything and everyone to have you.
In spite of everything you’ve let me through I have not yet managed to forget you, but I probably do not want it either, it would be like wiping out a piece of my life, and I do not want this,
because you have become part of my life for better or for worse, you completely ruffled me.
I never thought I could try all this for a girl, moreover known for a very short time,
but you were different from everyone else, you learned to know me, you made me feel important and you could make me happy.
Now I’m here two months after the last time we met, I would like to tell you a thousand things, my head is crowded with a thousand thoughts, a thousand questions that unfortunately will never find an answer.
There are a lot of things that I never told you, but above all one, the most important, but I have always lacked the courage to do it, I was afraid of ruining everything.
You had become something irreplaceable for me with the passing of the days, what I felt for you grew from hour to hour.
Everything changed in a few days, I honestly did not understand why.
Many times I think I have forgotten you, but I do nothing but lie to myself, as soon as I hear your name I have a heart beating a thousand, and all this should not happen.
Now I have only one desire, the greatest that we can have, but unfortunately also the least achievable.
I would like you back here with me, I would like you to return to be part of my life,
I miss you,
and it hurts to admit it but it is so.
Even if I never told you …